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| Tuesday, October 24th, 2006 | | 1:09 pm |
Gutter Slut
Go on Fuck me. You've invaded The depths of my Mind, Consumed my Every thought, My very being... Lived in the most Personal areas of me. You've invaded me Emotionally, Why not invade me Physically As well? Intoxicate me With Your sex Until I can't breath. Make me your Whore In every sense Of the Word. Go on, Fuck me. I can be Your little Princess Or Your filthy fucking Wench Just let me Show You Taste You Touch You Be With You. Go on, Fuck me. Tease me, Make me beg You until I'm screaming for Release and then Force Yourself On me. Lay in my lap, Let me play with You Until You fall asleep. I can care for You, About You, In ways no one else can, If You'd let me. Make me Yours, And only Yours, Eternally. Go on, Fuck me. You are the Only One I want, And the one I Can't have. It's killing me, Getting over the Emotional rape I forced On myself And yet I still Blame You. Spurn me again, Please? INflict that pain, That reckoning, The realization that I"ll never be good ENough For You. Wrap your words Around my neck Like A Noose Or A leash And make me Your Dog, Your filthy little bitch To use and Abuse. I want You, Too. Go on, Fuck me. Be my first First, Or my last First... Be my Every First That I never Had As long as You know I Belong To You. I want you to Let me Consume You in Every way You've consumed Me. And More. Let me Blow Your Mind. I've got many Talents to Unleash on You. Go one, Fuck me. Torture me For hours Locked in Erotic Bliss Until I scream Your name Over And Over And Over. Be my God, and You could Let me be Your Goddess. I want You So bad I can Taste You. I want to be Blind folded, Spread eagled, Against the wall, Bent over... However YOU Want me. Go on, Fuck me. I'll last longer than You Can Imagine. Too Eager to Please You. I am merely A slave, In love with Unrequited Love. Go on, You know you want to. | | 1:09 pm |
Be My Batman?
You all say I'm fickle, But how can that be When only one thing Tears through these Vein? If I can't have you, I want no one. Oh, Christian Bale, You slay me! | | 1:07 pm |
Ooooooh.... BURNNNNN!!!!!!
Hot Like fire Burning me from the Inside Out. Charred coal is the Scab that covers the Wound inflicted When I cut myself Open For You. The hardest part of Acting Is acting like I don't Care About You. | | Sunday, May 21st, 2006 | | 1:44 pm |
Portfolio!
WhOOOO! For my graduation present my gma's going to pay for me to get pictures taken to start/make my portfolio!! I'm WAY excited. Also, I stumbled across deadgirlsclub.com and I'm going to send in my headshot/resume for it as well, if they are accepting still....I'm very excited. *stomach gets butterflies* YAY! | | Thursday, May 18th, 2006 | | 7:35 pm |
| | Monday, May 8th, 2006 | | 4:48 pm |
Hallelujah!!!!!
FINALLY! I'm much much much a happier girl now. My Boyfriend's Background check finally went through and now he has a job!!! after almost a month of him being without and us being flat BROKE, we have MONEY! Now i only have to wait until he starts getting paid before i can buy stuff!! | | Monday, April 3rd, 2006 | | 6:50 pm |
Mac_Looks
*sigh* cruising through Mac_looks I've noticed that i can't find any sort of swatches of things I want from MAC....so I"m thnking I might start my own community similar to Mac_looks. Not sure yet though. I think for now I'll just start my own memories section.... If anyone goes through my memories and gets mad about me adding a picture of them, please tell me and i'll take you off at once :) | | Monday, February 6th, 2006 | | 6:06 pm |
Dye-ing over semi permanent.
First post!!! Anyway. For reasons I dont really plan on displaying.......I need to dye my hair. again. This saturday i just dyed my hair with a semi permanent hair dye from Hot Topic (not sure what brand) but it was bright red, and i believe it glows under blacklight, if that helps. Anyway, I need to dye it a natural color.....and I got Loreal boxed Medium Golden Brown (its called, but it's a pretty dark brown) in permanent dyes. Anyway, I haven't done it yet.....but I'm wondering if this is a really bad idea, if it will or wont turn out, etc. and i'm wondering if there's any one of you who can help me with an answer... much appreciated Brittani |
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